Monday 7 January 2013

ARSHI FF: ~Best Friends (BFTW II)~ Chap 11




Chapter 11: Our First Night *Baby Making*

Anjali opened the door for Khushi. She was leaning on Arnav who wrapped his arms against her waist and held her weak form.
They were back from the hospital the same day. The whole situation was yet to sink in khushi's mind. She was still traumatized.
Arnav on the other hand was the stronger between the two. In fact he had to be strong to support khushi and to take care of her.
As Arnav's room was upstairs he picked her in his arms while she kept on looking down and walked towards his room. Anjali was about to go behind them to settle the room and make khushi a little bit comfortable when Shyam held her hands to stop her.
Anjali: Shyam!
Shyam: Nahi anjali, leave them alone today
Anjali: But shyam I was just going to help them out
Shyam: No anjali, aranv is there, you don't need to worry about anything to night.
Anjali understood what her husband was trying to say. She side hugged shyam and weeped. She felt so bad about khushi's condition. After all she was her responsibility and kahin na kahin she failed to keep her safe and sound.
**
Arnav steadied her on the floor and cupped her face.
Arnav: Moti
Khushi looked up and pouted.
Arnav smiled and hugged her sideways
Arnav: Let me make the bed for you, till that time you relax on the recliner ok?
Khushi nodded and arnav helped her to sit on the recliner.
**
Anjali smuggled up to shyam and placed her head on his chest.
Shyam: Kya hua sweetheart? Just relax honey. She is fine. Arnav ke hotey huye ussey kuch nahi hoga
Anjali: Shyam mujhe bohot darr lag raha hai. I just hope nobody is hurt in the process. It is surely a big draw back for khushi. I hope chotey handles this carefully. I wander what will happen when she will come to know that right now she is not in a state to become a mother.
Shyam: Rani Sahiba, Khushi is a strong girl. Irrespective of how tough the situation is she has always fight back.  Be it staying away from her parents,  doing summer jobs is such an early age so that she is on burden on us. And now this. I am sure she is going to come out of it soon. And jab arnav hai uske saath mein I don't have to worry for her. He loves her.
Anjali looked at shyam with teary eyes. Even khushi loves him madly shyam but the problem is they don't acknowledge this. I wonder why. When they cant stay without each other then why are they afraid of being together forever.
Shyam: Anjali, phir se? give them space and time. Don't force on them. They are not those kinds who would want to get married. I am sure they will realize it one day
Anjali: I hope it is not too late then
Shyam: Its better late than never. A day will come when they both will understand their importance for each other. It can be other way round also. Maybe they love each other but they fear of rejection. They are bosom friends.
Anjali: I so want them together Shyam. I pray to Devi Maiya.
Anjali closed her eyes while shyam caressed his wife's hair for long time and slept peacefully in each other's arms after long time. They felt cozy being with each other. Unlike other days today they did not fight.
**
Arnav came back from the washroom and looked at her. She was sitting on the recliner already changed in her nightdress which arnav had brought from her room. She hugged her legs against her chest and rested her head on her knees.
He could sense she was still weeping.
He came closer and knealed on the floor. Khushi turned to see him. He nodded no when a tiny tear escaped her eyes. He quickly raised his hand and wiped it off and cupped her face.
Arnav: Moti, tu roti huyi achhi nahi lagti hai (fatso you don't look good when you cry)
Khushi winded her arms around his neck and crashed in his chest.
He held her tight caressing her hair. He made a pony holding the hair with his one hand and made her look at him by pulling her away from the hug.
Arnav: Bus, ab aur ek baar if I see you crying I am telling you khushi I will not talk to you for the rest of my life.
Khushi looked at him and hugged him again crying her heart out.
Khushi: I am sorry arnav, I am so sorry for all this. I should have told you about everything.
Arnav: Shhh! Its ok khushi, just relax right now.
Arnav picked her up in his arms, she placed her head on his chest.
Arnav placed her on the bed and kissed her forehead. He tucked her in the blacket and was about to go to switch off the lights when she held him.
Arnav thinned his lips and sat beside her. She sat up and put her legs on both the sides and hugged him. She was sitting on him holding him tight resting her head on his shoulder.
He was holding her from her waist and caressing her back. He could feel her grips becoming tighter by each passing time.
He rested his chin on her shouler and embraced her the way she wanted.
After a point of time he could feel her having chest on his. He tried to remove her but she stubbornly clinged onto him.
He exactly knew what she wanted from him. But today was not the right time for them. He have to explain this to her he thought. They cannot try for a baby right now. It was not good for her.
Her hand was now moving in between his hair seductively. He held her tight. Her lips brushing on his nape trialing wet kisses. He gripped her hair tightly and whispered " No Khushi, not today"
The moment he said she started sucking his nape leaving marks. She slightly moved on him, brushing hers on him. He definitely felt a little aroused but he knew he cant do it. Not at this moment when khushi is emotionally driven. He knew it very well in normal circumstance she would have never done with him after that night.
Arnav finally pulled khushi from him, but by the time he could understand she swaped his tshirt out from him leaving bare chested.
She trailed her hands on his chest and kissed his neck. The way he licked. The way he wanted. The way he always wished to be aroused. And she knew exactly how he wanted. He had told her that night and how can she forget it so easily.
She was making things difficult for him now. The more he tired to control then more she made sure they end up having it once again.
Arnav held her nightgown and pulled it out leaving her upper part of the body naked.
Khushi crashed herself on him pressing herself totally on him feeling his warm body against hers. Arnav wrapped his arms around her and held her tight. He could easily feel her wetness on him. He couldnot help but to touch her swells from the side. He ran his thumb making her moan in pleasure. That's when he came back to his senses. He slowly started to relax a bit and finally he placed her on the pillow still holding her from the waist and khushi wrapping her legs around him.
He kissed her forehead and smiled at her.
Khushi was about to kiss him on his lips when he stopped her with his index finger.
Khushi frowned in frustration.
Arnav: relax moti.
Khushi; Arnav!
Arnav: Shh! Relax
Khushi: but
Arnav: I want to love you to night, let me do it. Don't jump into anything.
Khushi: I want to do it arnav. Please
Arnav: Not now sweetheart.
Khushi angrily unwrapped her legs from him and turned away.
Arnav held her shoulder and made her look at him. But khushi waved his hand off.
Arnav laid beside her and snaked his arms around his waist.
Arnav: Khushi! Listen to me
Khushi: I am listening (she said not looking to him, her back was facing him)
Arnav: I want a baby from you as much as you want khushi. Trust me
Khushi: pressed her hands on his hand bitting her lips.
Arnav: But sweetheart right now we cant have it. First you need to be absolutely cured and then I promise you I will give you what you want.
Khushi turned towards him and hugged him tightly.
Arnav whispered again: trust me khushi we will do it once we get clean chit from the doctors ok? I cannot risk your life. You are too precious for me.
Khushi looked at him lovingly and pressed her lips on his.
Arnav let out a chuckle understanding her friendly kiss. He kiss her back warmly.
Khushi smuggled into his chest and sighed.
Arnav drew innumerious patterns on her back with his fingers while she rested her hand on this chest.
He smelled her natural odor and kissed her on her head.
Arnav: Wiase khushi, iss baar I hope you will not create those stupid things before we finally do it. You know what I mean.
Khushi punched him lightly on his chest remembering their first day of mission baby.
***Flashback***
It has been 3 days they were not behaving properly with each other after their decision of having a baby together. They felt extremely uncomfortable in front of each other. The more they wanted to normalize things the more it became complicated.
They tried to avoid each other by every possible ways till the day when just lost his cool on HP blasting him for the bad coffee in the moring. Usually it was Khushi who made coffee for him in the moring but last 3-4 days she did not even come to his room.
Everyone in the house were accumulated when he bashed HP. Khushi quickly came to his rescue and made her way towards the kitchen to make his coffee.
For the first time in her life she felt awkward to enter his room.
She tip toed into his room just to get dragged by him and pinned beside the door.
Arnav: What is this khushi? Why the hell are you avoiding me?
Khushi: Avoiding you no?
Arnav: really? Then what is this? Last 3 days you haven't been in my room. If this is not avoiding then what is it?
Khushi: no arnav its nothing like that.
Arnav released her and gave her space to keep the mug.
Arnav hugged her from behind when she kept the mug on the table.
She jerked back.
Arnav: Relax I am not going to do anything ok? Stop being uncomfortable around me. Listen if you don't want I have no issues. I wanted it because you wanted it. But not at the cost of our friendship please.
Khushi turned and looked at him.
Arnav cupped her face:  I want our old comfort back khushi, lets drop the idea ok?
Khushi: No! No arnav, I am so sorry. I realize I was at fault. I was a little uncomfortable with the thought of getting physically close to you.
Arnav: come on khushi, as if we have never hugged each other.
Khushi: Hugging and making love..
She paused, he looked at her. He did not know what he felt with that word from her mouth. I sounded so different. He was uncomfortable but he cannot deny that he felt something unknown.
Khushi: well, lets try. We cannot ignore it like this.
Arnav cupped her face: Are you sure?
Khushi sighed: Ya I am sure. To night
Arnav kissed her cheeks and whispered: Ok and smiled at her.
**
It was 11.30 khushi was still busy with ayush. She was helping him to complete his homework. Aysuh was always comfortable with khushi.
Arnav was working on his laptop, he had some important deal tomorrow that's why he couldnot have his dinner with the entire family.
Khushi after finishing with ayush came to arnav's room and closed the door.
Arnav looked at her and then again started working on his laptop.
I would be wrong if I say khushi was not nervous. Not that she was a virgin, she had been with lot of guys before and she had fun also. She was good in bed but when it came to arnav it was like she was paralyzed with the thought itself.
Khushi adjusted her pillow and lied fat on the bed looking at the ceiling god knows what.
Arnav saw her and closed his laptop.
Khushi clutched her night gown and closed her eyes tightly.
Arnav dimmed the light and made his way towards his side of the bed.
He laid and pulled khushi towards him and hugged her.
Khushi was absolutely resistant and arnav did not miss her reaction.
He looked at her "what?"
Khushi: nothing
Arnav: then why are you stiffening? I am not going to eat you up. He slowly brushed his hand on his back making her stiff all the more.
Khushi immediately pushed him: Arnav please stop it.
Arnav looked at her surprisingly. Whats wrong with you khushi? This is not the first time we are touching each other.
Khushi: But we have never touched like this.
Arnav: Like what? (he said in a frustrated tone)
Khushi: Like this arnav. I mean you know what right?
Arnav: No I don't know khushi. Please explain.
Khushi: Like having love making in our mind.
Arnav: You know what lets just forget it. I was touching you to hug you khushi. I did not have anything else in my mind today and I did not wish to make love to you also. You are behaving weirdly khushi.
Khushi immediately felt bad and hugged him.
Arnav: Just sleep khushi. I don't think it is going to work with us like this. Let us just not spoil our relationship for this.
He waved his hands off and turned to sleep.
Khushi looked at his back and hugged him from behind.
Khushi: I am sorry arnav
Arnav: sleep khushi
Khushi pecked his back and rested her cheeks on.
Arnav sighed and closed his eyes.

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